miércoles, 14 de febrero de 2018

Mi jornada hacia la vida, Día 1077, Children - When They Want You to LOOK all the Time at Everything - Recor...


I am able to remember when I was a child, always fascinated by my environment, where I would always run with my parents and I will show them the things that I used to find in the nature, or also in the books that I used to read (usually also about nature and so on). And I can also recall the moment in which I stopped looking, which was precisely that moment in which other people began to told me "I don´t want to look anymore" which happened not only with my parents, but also with my friends, who also began to stop looking at the world because that was "childish and weird". I also stopped looking after a while, just after believing that I looked enough into the same things, when I used to watch the same books and the same documentaries about wild life a thousand times at least.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to stop looking at the world and stop looking at the nature, only due to the fear of making other people uncomfortable with my observations and my comments about it, when it got to that point when other people would get frustrated for having to listen to me about the same topics every day and within this

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to stop looking at nature and at the world only because other people criticized me about it, instead of understanding that "I don´t have to limit myself only because other people are not interested in what I am interested and yes, maybe its not something that I will share with everyone, but that doesn´t mean that I have to stop looking"

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to stop looking at the world only because other people told me that it was childish or "not adult" lol, to do that and within this

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to reject myself only because I believed that the approval of other people was more important than myself, instead of realizing that the first and most important relationship that I will ever have it´s first and foremost with myself and therefore I am the first and most important point to myself

I commit myself to trust in myself unconditionally and take myself into consideration at all times, which means also to "look self honestly into myself at all times"

I commit myself to walk "the vision of my observation", meaning, to trust the path that I have choose for myself at all times, in self honesty, self forgiveness, self commitment application, common sense, breathing and living the principles of oneness and equality